So...

Its been a few days...
The running is going really well now :) My knees have been feeling great, and ChiRunning is really so helpful. I'm in the midst of my week 5, so the end of this week is a dreaded 20 minutes straight of running. YIKES!!
I've read a few books, finished book 3 of the Twilight series, also finished What is the What by Dave Eggers. So that was my education about Sudan. So sad and powerful. In general a great read...

Things with Elias... well, what things with Elias? He has been heavy on my heart lately. I heard from him that he hasn't started any divorce papers (could he be stalling too?), so I am going to start, get the paperwork my lawyer gave me all finished, and send it in when I get my next paycheck, I guess. I don't want this limbo anymore... Anyway... too heavy for my blog!

Well, a few setbacks...

I set up my desktop computer, which hasn't been used in over a year, but was only a year old before that. It doesn't work, just turns on and makes a clicking sound... :( Bad bad news for the last several items on the list. My little laptop thingy will not hold my music, and so... Boo.
Some people have said it "sounds like the motherboard." Which just ticks me off. And knowing nothing about computers, well... I can do nothing about it but wait until I can possibly afford to have it looked at.
I completed week 3 of C25K, but need to take a few days (hopefully not more than a week :( ) off because my knees are really hurting...

One good thing: I did go walking in the pine barrens this weekend past. Went to the Franklin Parker Preserve... http://www.njconservation.org/html/preserves/franklinparker.htm
Lovely!

Some day I will...

be all the things I dream of being. I'm in no hurry to get there.

C25K is going well, two weeks finished! I do feel a great sense of determination to finish it and become a runner! I don't know why, exactly, but it's important to me right now. I find that it's my lungs holding me back, but I've been doing some reading and I'm thinking heart rate has a great affect on breathing, so maybe I need to slow it down a little to keep my heart rate under control. I haven't been taking my heart rate, but I've been wanting to start. I think I'll look for a small heart monitor today when I'm out.

Having major trouble coming up with ONE last item for my list!!!! I know, crazy. I'm taking suggestions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!