Woohoo!!

I am becoming a runner..... I am doing it!!!!!!!!! And it feels amazing!!!
Saturday is my 3K run in Philly. I'm going to be able to run the whole thing, 1.8 miles, when just a couple weeks ago 60 seconds of running hurt so bad. CA-RAY-ZEEE!!!
I am really feeling so so proud of this accomplishment :) :) :)

In the divorce front, I am feeling better. I talked to Elias and got some closure. He told me where he was at and what was going on. He still loves me, but he feels like he needs to be a family for his boy. And how can I argue with that? I am a child of divorce, and all through my childhood I questioned where I belonged... He doesn't want his son to feel that feeling.
It still hurts, but I know where we stand, anyway, so it is a relief.
I really feel better since then. Just more stable.
The truth is that I still love him, and I would take him back in a second. But if that chance never comes, I will also be okay.
I did send my aunt the $$ for starting the divorce, along with the first set of papers to get the divorce started. That was somewhat of a relief too.
All in all, things are going well.